forget JERKness

--"It hurts so much. I gotta have you back!" These were the only words that bump into my mind after the day we broke up. I miss you each and every day. You made me so vulnerable and it means that you got inside my heart and messed me up! I was so happy when we were still together because I thought we would last forever but I was such a dork by thinking that you were just around and won't leave me. I remembered that I always think of ways to be with you without noticing that while I push myself to be closer to you, you yourself make ways to slowly leave me without me noticing it. I'm not thinking of the things that I will do if you will leave so from the day we broke up, I wasn't ready.


--"may auto ka ba?" These are the words I'm always thinking to be more unbreakable. Now, I'm tougher! No one can get over me again! I wasn't born to insist myself to someone who doesn't want me. I give love. Yes, I do! In fact, I easily fall for someone who makes me feel special, but when that person starting to get rid of me, I won't waste time! I won't wait for him to neglect my presence. Love doesn't fade easily but mark my words! I can contradict my feelings just to make sure I won't look stupid!